The Porta Nigra Trier |
Here is
a girl who has risen to great
heights but still longs for home
Elen
in Trevorum: 383 AD
‘….One big problem here in Trevorum is the heat. There are times when I
dream of the storm rain coming off our great inlet at home; and I dream of the
cool air on my face as I walk down the mountain to the Other Place. And in my
dream I feel the wind in my hair as I urge my grey horse forward on the track
by the salt flats. Most of all I dream of that first time I met Macsen in the
Brigante North when I was washing my hair in the cool water of the holy well.
…I met this man in the great receiving
chamber in Trier .
Macsen and I were sitting on our thrones – a great throne for Macsen and a
smaller throne for me. I have to say that ne either of them is as grand as my
father’s throne at home, made of the tusks of a great dragon that roamed our
land in ancient times. They’re not even as grand as the gold and silver throne
of my Brigante grandfather. But I suppose they w’ll have to do.
… In those early months I’d got used to
the parade of people coming to pay tribute to the new emperor. They are
escorted into the chamber and bow and scrape and luxuriate in the ceremony.
They bow deeply before Macsen and less deeply to me. Truly these people only
have eyes for the new emperor. After a while the ceremonies make me weary,
especially now that I have this wriggling child growing inside me.
But on this day, just as I about to rise
and tell Macsen I need to rest, I keep
quiet, aware of a mutter of expectation among the crowds of people in the long
room. All eyes turn to the great golden doorway. Some of the people are
standing on tip-toe to get a better view.
That
was when a tall rangy man in very simple clothes walks in. Macsen
mutters in my ear. ‘This is Martin, the holy man out of the city of Caesarodunum . Remember I
told you about him.’ As he approaches I note a big bluff fellow, more farmer or
fisherman than priest; in height and girth and straight gaze he reminds me of
my father.
He approaches the throne and greets
Macsen first with the soldier’s greeting of a hand slapped across the chest.
Then he bows to him. I know from Macsen that he was twenty years a soldier
before he became a holy man. Now he
turns and bows equally deeply to me and looks me closely in the eyes….
Model of Augusta Trevorum - Roman Trier |
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